yayy im so glad OP's over.
wish those who've OP tmr all th best, incl superjr, siewlin,peishi,bf.

hmms,
watching a taiwan drama. its not an idol drama (which i dislike)
but this show taught me lots of stuffs.

remember,cos you once owned that mmr.

记得， 因为你曾经拥有。

别免强忘记，因为那段回忆是最珍贵的。

tht's why i nvr once forgot you.

yayy. wr final. we finally wrote this word,name our doc FINAL.
im really super touched by my grp mates who stayed up till 5am this morn,to do up my wr.
im touched. really. absolutely. certainly.

hehe. and its down yipppeeeeeeee. im so gna treat my pw grp mates lk heaven. cos they're so freakg nice. they asked me to rest for the night,cos i had choir rehearsal,and did it all th way till th sun was about to rise.
i owe them too much!

hmms,tag replies:

wuyi: hehe. thanks! if only you guys can watch our performance! but its just a short performance. thou th rehearsals are taking millions times more than the time on stage. grr. ohya,ur wr is lk 1st to hand up in class lehhs! so great&awesome!

siewlin: thanks dear! eh. dont alwys ignore me in choir lehhs. grr. seems lk u will forget me whn u got ur other friends lehhs. sadded. maybe im dying to be loved LOL hahahahah.

if anyone didn realise,i havent been blogging since ages ago. missed blogging alrd. i even neglected my precious private blog.
grr. im busy (bet noone believes)
but ive got choir,swimming,pw. that's alot for that puny brain of mine.

being run down by pple from syc was alr bad enough, the fact that i have to force myself to sing with them and get stressed out is worse.
i really dont like the fact that they keep complaining about rvcs standard.
we make mistakes but they do too.
yet,why are we the bane for every mistakes that turn out on stage?
why are we the ones blamed for gng sharp,when i heard it was YOU GUYS who went freakg sharp?
im not pushing our mistakes to you guys,but sometimes,you shld stop pushing ur mistakes to us.
we are small. but our number is not a good reason for you guys to criticise and push evth to us or worse still LOOK DOWN on us.

we are small. but with dignity.
respect us for us to respect you.

hehe. updates.
sometimes,people say we've got affinity.
whn i wanna print stuff,ure th one using that comp.
whn evone else said they didn see you,i was the only one who caught my eye on you.

I<3u.>

had choir rehearsal w/ SYC today.
thou it was only a twohour prac,i learnt so much from there.
phew,ms tham didn take me out of th choir ((((((((((((:

hehe i had a sweet dream last night.
'll be blogging at my private blog about it,my besties can view it yayy (:

因为太想念，所以爱得更深刻。
也发现，爱其实不只是外表而已。

tired out from PW.
yet im feeling satisfied and happy cos at least my teammates recognised my hard work (:

love them so much!(:

pw got so fun cos of them,

ohya,and today,wuyi touched me again (:
love her! <3

actually,and honestly,i was really unhappy today.
i dno why. ive tried so hard to mix with th pple in my class.
its not lk i wanted to isolate myself.
today,when i tried to join in their conversation.
they just totally dao-ed me.
and said this:今天天气真好啊。

it totally hurt me.
I ALMOST BROKE DOWN.
yupps.
but i was so glad,i kept on remembering what fengye told me yest night.
to SMILE,no matter wht happens.

i was so unhappy.
and i knew running/sprinting gna be th best way to relieve all th stress and unhappiness within me.
so i sprinted. i ran like mad. i ran till i had stomache, headache.
i just wanted to forget all th unhappiness bottled up in me for th past few days.
love/friendship/studies/family.

yeahs,it did help greatly.
I DIDN DROP A SINGLE TEAR.
i guess ive become much braver than before.
or maybe i have gotten used to th life of a loner.

BUT IM SO GLAD CHOY SIEWLIN AND YAPPEISHI ACTUALLY ACCOMPANIED ME DURING LUNCH,AND DURING MY SADDEST PERIOD OF MY LIFE.
in fact,i love that super tight hug with yap!
(: its th tightest hug i ever had.

hehe.
maybe when th whole world (i.e. my class and th rest of th schl) turns their backs on me, choir peeps wld be alwys there for me.
and i mean lk, really alwys.

rvcs,i love u guys. nearly as much as XXX,

XOXOXO.

我一定会熬过明年的。命运让我呆在这班，所以我一定要熬过去（：